Hmms, just got back from school, really so sian of school life luhs! Hahs, i find it funny to see one sad entry before and one happy entry after that, its like sad, happy, sad, happy! LOLS. Anyways, yesterday was me and hubby`s ELEVENTH months together, i wouldnt say its very long but still, it isnt short either. Went out with hubby, went to bugis to meet my sister and her bf. After shopping awhile, went over to marina square, or is it city? hahs, whichever la, than we went into SASA and i was telling hubby i wanted the Ralph Lauren perfume, and he is so damn cute la! He had only $5 left with him, than because the sales lady was behind us, hubby kept asking me, 'you want anything? you want i pay for you..' than i was like, 'you only got $5 pay wad?!' than he call me to fake fake cause he scared LOSE FACE mahs, so i fake fake say ' aiya, we buy another time la, i today lazy carry..' (-______-") Than hubby got so carried away that everything i looked at, hubby asked me, 'you want ah? i pay for you haha'.. SO CUTEEE!

So after shopping like crazy, we went over to Mount faber to eat, alan treated me and hubby. And while we were waiting for the food, i heard a sound, sounded like a bird flapping its wings, and when i turned around, guess what i saw? A FUCKING FUCKING BIG MOTH! I FUCKING HATE MOTHS LUHS! than i scream and quickly hide in hubby for protection, i really was so fucking scared the moth would stick on me or touch me! EEKS! So after eating a very yummylicious meal, we went to Seletar camp- Alan`s camp- to see paper doll. So fucking scary please! It was hanging on the door, the doll is those kind that is used to burn as maids for people after they pass away, and the doll was hanging on the door! it was wearing black long sleeve and RED pants. And the best part is alan couldn`t see it while me, my sister and hubby could see it! And whats more is that alan said that he drove past there the previous day in the morning and there was NOTHING hanging there! Not even clothes! Think of it damn scared! haha..

Hmms, wanna catch lotsa movies with hubby, like Nanny Mcphee, Date movie, Big Momma`s house, Final destination 3 and DORM and stupid HUBBY! YOU BETTER BRING ME GO AND WATCH OK! HEES!

Well, really glad to come this far with him, thou we quarrel alot, and its really alot, the way we quarrel is really terrible, we dont quarrel like normal couples, hahas, we quarrel is like ' FUCK YOU LA BASTARD' those kinda quarrels, than he`ll call me a slut, bitch and all lahs, but hey, thats what makes us a unique couple ok! Most of the quarrels is also because im over-sensitve and i always tend to anyhow think thus leading to our quarrels. Another reason is because i want him to spend alot of time with me but he cant so i get over-sensitive, thinking he has got another girl out there and we`ll start quarreling. (-_____-") Hahs, anyways, thru all this quarrels, it has made me that much stronger and also made our relationship stronger too. Also, its because of all this quarrels that hubby doesnt get SIAN of me. Right laogong?! haha. Hmms, HAPPY ELEVEN MONTHS LAOGONG! Really enjoyed myself with you yesterday, wanna spend all the valentine`s day with you, all my b`daes with you, all your b`daes with me, just wanna spend my whole life with you! Thanks for giving in to me all the while, changing so much for me, not flirting with any girls behind my back, not looking at girls and loving me! Hees, love you so much my precious! Dont leave me ehs?

HAPPY ELEVEN MONTHS!

Samantha <3 Marcus
Love since 26march05`

Hais, back to blog again, besides blogging, there`s no one else i cant turn to, not even my own bf. Sad and depressed would be the best to describe what im feeling now. Hais, just called him and asked him where he was, he said he was at park mall, gonna play DOTA. Lols, so all the while, i have been fooled by him, telling me that he misses me and wants to see me? hahs, its all sweet talk, just trying to hong me happy. *laughs! Still to think that i cried after i hung up the phone.I can feel the end is near, our love is drifting and thats definite. Just 3 more months, you would see the end of samantha & marcus, maybe even 3 weeks later? or even 3 days. Hahs. Its obvious, his feelings have faded, how could i ever believe he would stay faithful to me and be by my side forever? Its just mere talk to comfort myself. Talking to him aches my heart, to see that the guy that once loved me talking to me in a bo chup attitude. Hais, i`ve done nothing wrong nor have i done anything to betray him. What the hell is happening? I myself dont know the answer, whats going on in his mind or heart, i dont know too. Hais, really feeling damn tired of all this heartaches. All i want is his time, is that too much to ask for? I honestly dare to say that i can give up anything for him, all i want is his time. Hais, i cant even control the tears as i type all this. Hais, the end is near, and i know it.....

( ::'-':: ) GIRL IN TEARS.

Hah, as i expected, we wouldnt be meeting again today. Supposed to meet on monday, but because i was tired, he asked to meet on another day and i said ok. HAH, lmao, samantha is a fucking stupid FOOL! Now he got daiji, cant meet me. HAHAS! Dont know why the fuck im trying so hard to smile and be happy when in my heart, it is fucking raining so god damn heavily. Hais, have been crying so much lately but he doesnt even know? Hahs, nvm bahs, really fucking confused and sad this few days, too much feelings bottled up inside of me. Hais, no one understands anyways.....

( ::'-':: ) GIRLS IN TEARS

( " 3 " ) CHUUU! Haven been blogging for LONG! Forced to blog by hubby! hahs. Anyways, spent valentine`s day with pearlynn and ASHLEY for half the day and met hubby, yang zhi, jiovane and one more guy in the evening. Went bugis to slack than left for home. Hubby gave me a PIG! Teeheehee, love it so much, damn cuteeeeee! In return, i gave hubby a couple shirt, he has one and i have one, a stud belt cause his one was spoilt, his oh-so-yummy chocolate and a v`day card. Yepps.

Hubby came to stay over yesterday. Did nothing much but sleep and sleep. x) haha. Could never forget what hubby said to me when i irritated him to wake up yesterday. He said ' DONT MAKE ME SLAP YOU'. Woah, i tell you, my heart ached so so badly man! haha. Cried and hubby said he didnt know he said that to me cause he was sleeping,
(-____-")ZZZ, anyways, whether its true anot, its over luhs, its just another quarrel, JIA CHANG BIAN FAN you know? haha. Cant imagine how many thousands of quarrels we had but yet still together and loving? Have anyone seen a couple like us before? LOLS. Well well, just as long as i still love him and he loves me, i wouldnt mind if we had to quarrel everyday. MUAHAHHA! Love you lots laogong. x)

Mrs Foo& Mr Foo! <3

Hais, never have i thought i would ever be feeling this thing people call STRESS. Being a happy-go-lucky girl, i really never expected myself to be feeling stress from secondary four life. Schools ends later than usual, expectations are higher. No more fooling around like i did the past 3 years. Taking N levels this year, thou it might still be a few more months away, it would soon arrive, and i really wanna promote up to secondary 5, graduate and leave the fucking school. Besides feeling stress over studies, i still have to be stress over my relationship. Once the exams come, i would not have time for laogong anymore. Really afraid that he might leave me, but at the same time, it would be a really great test to test how stong our relationship is.

Quarrelled with laogong not long ago. Told him to spend more time with me as i wouldnt have time for him once mid year exams come. Really glad he could understand and give in, taking all my nonsense. He said this to me, 'Dear..To me..I think that we are really meant to be with each other..I hope you understand that my school just started..not that i dun wanna spend time with you but its because i cant neglect my friends,they study same with me and work so near to me, i wanna tell you dat i really love you.. can please trust me? ' After reading the message, i indeed felt better and felt more assured. Hais. Laogong, i hope you understand the stress im going through now and thanks for putting up with all my nonsense. I do trust you, just that im afraid my greatest fear would happen and that would be losing you. Pls dont ever leave my side, i really need you to support me now, catch me whenever i fall and be the one that will always be by my side, comforting me when im sad or stress, YOU are the one i need most now, so pls, dont leave me.

Hais ( ::"-":: )

Samantha <3 Marcus

DUMB DUMB BLOGGER! FUCKING IRRITATING, GETTING ON MY FUCKING NERVES! Realised that the post i typed yesterday disappered and the fucking time thingy still isnt working! FUCK BLOGGER! FUCK YOUUUUUUUUU! FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND? Pffft..

Gotta retype every single thing again, so here it goes..
On friday, supposed to meet my laogong. But because i was so tired, asked him if he could come to my house to stay over instead of us going out and spending the whole night out. Than he said no because he wanted to spend more time with his ah ma and ah gong because they were going back to brunei? i think so.. haha, yepps, so i said ok, than i went to sleep. After sleeping for awhile, i woke up and bathed than called laogong to ask him where he was. And guess what he said? '426! Open your door'. Woah, so happy leys, didnt know he would be coming over, gave me a surprise, so happy. So naughty ehs dear? Haha. Anyways, me and laogong are both sick, he has soretroat and he passed it to me, now im sick too (-__-") Forever like that, whenever one of us fall sick, the other one surely 100% gurantee plus chop get it too. Hahas. Love laogong so muchhhhhh! ONE year coming so soon, so happy that we would be together until now, still as loving and inseparable. Looking at our neoprints, the many photos we took, really brings back lots of fond memories. x) The many times where i would be scolding him when we are taking neoprints because he would always be fooling ard and whenever the photos print out, there would be one or two or even all where he wouldnt even be looking at the camera. So darn cute! Laogong, you are mine all MINE! Not gonna ever let you go. Even if someone were to give me the world for you, i wouldnt exchange you for the world because YOU are my world laogong. I love you! x)

Hmms, my mom is gonna get a new phone for me sometime, sooner or later, dont really know what model i wanna get. Sony ericsson walkman phone or n70? I dont like the design of the walkman phones, all so obiang leys, but i like the mp3 function. For n70, the mp3 is quite clear and good. But the front camera is quite blur whereas the back camera is clear but dark. HMMS! So confused la. Nvm, shall think of it when the day comes. Shall upload the pictures from the previous posts.




Thats all. Sayonare!

LAOGONG WO AI NI! Teeheehee. Muacks. <3